Things to think about...

Weird day! I don't know why, but its weird. From the moment I woke up I knew that today would be odd. So far nothing has really said that, but I just feel weird.

On my iGoogle page I subscribe to the Hack-A-Day widget, and love it. Most of the hacks are a little much for my liking. So that is to say, they take a chunk out of you day to make happen, depending on the project. But a few days ago is so simple, its sick. Its a multi-tool, or thats what the creator calls it. Its just a simple lock pit to me. Here's the vid:





Someone lets the s-word out at the end, but you have to admit, that is cool. So simple, just so stinking simple. It just takes the right kinda mind to make it happen. Other musings now.

My boss comes back today. Yea...... I hate this place. Okay, maybe not this place, but I am getting sick of it, and she doesn't help any either. She had neck surgery, so I hope she is doing well, I just wish she wouldn't come back. She just drives me insane. Please pray for me and Sarah as we deal with her again this afternoon. Its been too nice for the last two and a half weeks with her gone. But, what are you going to do? Oh yeah! Pray about it!

So scripture for the day. Its pretty well the whole 8th chapter of Amos. Its an end times kinda scripture. What really stuck was this:

Then I will turn your festivals into mourning
And all your songs into lamentation;
And I will bring sackcloth on everyone's loins
And baldness on every head
And I will make it like a time of mourning for an only son,
And the end of it will be like a bitter day.

The part about the sackcloth I think means mass infertility in men, and then the baldness on every head. One word: Radiation. As in fallout. I believe that we are near the end. I don't want to believe that. I have things I want to do, and things I want to see, but it just seems so close. Everything going on in the world, everything going on in our own backyards. Meth is rampant in Gotebo, as it is in all of Western Oklahoma. I have heard of like three murders here in the last year, and there have probably been more. I know a kid that got his guts sliced open because he was helping a lady and her child. This is freakin Western Oklahoma! That is not supposed to happen here. I am not a "THE END IS NIGH!" sort of person, I just can see the signs. But Lord, I don't want the end to come yet. I want to see my kids grow up and have my grandkids. I want to see what they will become, what they will do, I want to see what makes me so proud of them, other than they just are. I want to hear the stories of the stuff they pulled that I had no idea about. I want to spoil my grandkids then send them home. I want to see what our church can be. I want to see just how many miles I can put on that Toyota before it explodes or the wheels fall off. There are so many things I want to see, and part of me is afraid I won't get to. And that is the part of me that gets in the way of letting go. Thats what stands in the way of letting the Lord really use me. I seems to get right there in the middle of things.

Dear Lord,
Help me to see what I need to let go of,
help me to want to actually let that go.
Prepare me for the future,
protect my family,
give me peace in my heart and mind.
Bless those that read this now.
I ask this in Jesus Name.

Amen

And with that, I'm out!

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