Homicidal Tendencies....

This was a bad weekend. And if there was ever a time that I was truly done with a person, that time is now. And that person is my brother-in-law. He is my wife's brother. That is all. No more my brother, or my niece and nephew's father. He is my wife's brother. I hold no claim to this man. His arrogance holds no bounds. His self-righteousness is limitless. His brain, non-functioning due to the thickness of his skull. His ears here only Charlie Brown noises, and his lips spew only threats and bile. He is reprehensible to say the least. I regret my part in what happened this weekend, but only for the match that it was, in lighting the fire that was coming. I hate him. I don't want to. I can't be right with God as long as I have this hate in my heart, but right now, I seethe hate towards this individual. I love his children, and his wife. While she can be a pain, she is by no means her husband. And to classify anyone in the same realm as him would be one of the greatest insults known to man. I am done. There is no other recourse. He is done with me, and I with him. I will be civil, but only because he is my wife's brother. When I think of him and what has been said, curses are all that wish to come forth. Screams of hate and anger well in me. My guts turn to iron, my heart to black coal. All that I wish to do is end the life of one who's entire existence has done nothing more but bring forth ire, and strife. I know not one person on this earth, that is worth even the slightest grain of salt, that finds this man to have helped their lives. And I would be very hard pressed to find any. I may regret this post one day. But let me assure you, that what I say this day, is exactly what is in my heart. Though it pains me yet to admit it, I can not hate this man. But it will take some time to let go.